Always be yourself . Never try to hide who you are . The only shame is to have shame . Always stand up for what you believe in . Always question what other people tell you . Never regret the past , it's a waste of time . There's a reason for everything ; every mistake , every moment of weakness , every terrible thing that has happened to you . Grow from it . The only way you can ever get the respect of others is when you show them that you respect yourself . And most importantly , do your thing and never apologize for being you . I'm taking every moment of my life a step at a time . I really dont want to regret in the future with all the decisions i made now . I can't bear the hardship as i know i'm not that strong inside . You may see me smiling , laughing and being happy but hell yeah you are wrong . How i wish i can put my troubles in a pocket with a hole in it . School is driving me nuts with all the ICAs .

I have seen and felt all sides of it . I've been on the top of it and had the best feeling of my life . Been thrown down by it and been crushed on the bottom . Love is like the ocean . No matter what you do , the waves keep coming in . You can ride them , enjoy them , duck under them , go over them . Their big or small , sometimes one right after another . Sometimes you have to wait for a good one . If you dont keep your eyes open and your lungs full of air then any one of those waves will crush you . Just like in love . Its not up to you whether you sink or swim . It depends on the wave . But all I can say is , never get out of the water . You might drown but its better than never getting wet at all . I'm ready to be the girl i used to be . The one who never cried . Never got mad about dumb things . And the one girl who would never worry about being in love . Easy say , i miss myself .